Each time I'm feeling this happiness, the kind that makes me smile to sleep, it is somehow programmed at the back of my mind to take a small step back because whatever good that happened can be taken away from me anytime. (Why are you so cynical, ain, why?)


But, there's also days when I just have the "ohwhatthefuck, just enjoy the moment lah ain" thought. As to where it'll bring us to, only time can tell right?